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May. 2nd, 2008 | 06:35 am

so... it has been years since I have posted in here.

life is so much different. I hate it!

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me me me

Aug. 14th, 2006 | 01:32 am
mood: stressedthe fuck out

-About Yourself -100 Questions-
- General Info -
Hair color?:brown, red, black...
Happy with it?:yes..
If not, what would you change it to?:
Eye color?:hazel
Happy with it?:yes
If not, what would you change it to?:
Skin color?:olive
- Favorites -
Smell?:my Grandmother who is dead
Fast food?:bueno
TV Show?:Thundercats...
Actress?:Jennifer connley
Movie?:Detroit rock city
Shoe brand?:vans
Cat?:My cat
Board Game?:none
Video Game?:fatal frame
- Usernames -
On Aol or AIM?:referluvsyou
On MSN or MSN Messanger?:
On Bzoink?:
On LiveJournal?:mylaststep
On Blurty?:
On Neopets?:
- This or That? -
Coke or Pepsi?:mountain dew
Black or White?:black
Summer or Winter?:winter
Spring or Fall?:spring
Mountains or Plains?:mountains
Rock or Pop?:to hard
Jeans or Khackis?:jeans
Shorts or Capris?:skirts
Message Boards or E-mail?:email
Some good friends or a lot of bad ones?:good friends
TV or computer?:computer
Cordless phone or cell?:cell
MSN or AIM?:aim
Survey or Quiz?:survey
Pink or Red?:red
Christmas or Easter?:easter
Read or Write?:read
Take or Create?:create
Flower or Weed?:weed...:)
Pizza or Antelope?:pizza....?
- Love Life -
Have you ever had a girlfriend/boyfriend?:both..ha
Do you currently have a girlfriend/boyfriend?:no...
How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had?:to many...
Does your girlfriend/boyfriend give you presents?:no
- How Many -
Tatoos?:1-2 I dunno
Pairs of Shoes?:10
Musical Instruments?:2
Buckets of Lard?:5000
Hair brushes?:2
- Talents -
Can you sing?:very well
Can you dance?:yes to certain music
Can you decorate?:yes
Can you type fast?:yes
Can you train animals?:Im not sure...
Can you write?:yes
Can you read fast?:yes
Can you sharpen pencils?:.....no.... wtf?
Can you paint?:yes
Can you draw?:yes
- Random -
Name a random song.:Black Sunday
Name a random TV show.:Law and Order
Name a random food.:macaroni
Name a random person.:Tarrence
Name a random animal.:Koala
Name a random holiday.:halloween
Name a random cartoon character.:Liono
- Family -
Do you have siblings?:2
Do you get along with them?:yes
Do you live at home?:yes...
Are your parents divorced?:no
- Are you.. -
In love?:maybe
Glad you took this survey?:sure
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You've been totally Bzoink*d

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worse than ever

Nov. 21st, 2005 | 05:24 pm
mood: exhaustedexhausted
music: Tool

wow.... all my friends suck. all of them. no exageration. I hate socialism. It kills me.

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jesus christ

Nov. 16th, 2005 | 08:55 am
mood: draineddrained
music: third eye- tool

hmm well.. I really have no idea why Im writing in here. Im bored. life sucks, school sucks, work suck. Working eight nights in a row is fucking dumb! I never get sleep. for once its not because of drugs.

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its been a long time

Jul. 16th, 2005 | 10:30 pm
mood: crankycranky
music: Jefferson Airplane- today

things have been REALLY weird lately. Im not sure how to take it all in... Ive been up for 38 hours so far... I hope it doesnt go on much longer. I want sleep.What the fuck have I gotten myself into???

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Jan. 17th, 2005 | 04:00 pm
mood: apatheticapathetic

Im not writing in here ever again. For my own personal benefit.

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Jan. 14th, 2005 | 03:33 pm
mood: distresseddistressed

you guys both need to chill out on the who you think I love more bullshit. Its really hard for me to deal with. am I supposed to choose? Is there some way im supposed to feel? fuck that I love you both so much. More than words can describe. Please stop doing this to me.

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Jan. 13th, 2005 | 11:19 am
mood: determineddetermined to make you see
music: fuck off

your just a shitty person all around arent you? .......say "YES!"

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ferk me

Jan. 12th, 2005 | 10:59 am
mood: hothot as fuck
music: usher, john and luda- lovers and friends

I just had to watch some dumbass fucking movie at school...."boys dont cry".

Im tired and hot and lonely and sad and angry and hungry and I need a cigarette and I want my baby bad....bad...bad...bad.

This guy in front of me smells like weed and its making me want to go get stoned.

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Jan. 11th, 2005 | 11:04 am
mood: crushedcrushed
music: suffocate - cold

So, everyone seems to think my "best friend" is a bitch (no names). And everyone thinks she lies all the time.I have to admit there have been times when Ive wondered, but I guess Ive been in denial about the whole situation. I dont know what to do. I love her and weve been through some tough times together. But...I dont know what to say. It all makes me think. someone tell me what to do.

Im fucking speechless

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